looking out the window of my hallowed room,
turned arround and i saw my doom
looking at me was myself in the mirror
turned around again and squinted untill my eyes popped

Finding new ways of getting low
its a favorite hobby of mine
No forsaken future
No forsaken time
To get what i want or even try,
say hello or to say good bye
No sunrise just sunset
clowdy grey days you can bet
so if you see me walking your way
dont let it rub off on you
my make belive pain is so real
dont let it get to you

Cancer will be cured
Oil can be cleaned up
but I've pretended so long
my mind is made up

Up to my Limits
Up to my Limits.....

By the time you read this
I'll be washed away
washed away in a river of your tears

Cuz I'm all alone
Talking to you on the phone
I realize it wouldn't have worked out after all

ME GO CRAZY
when you left for hours
and only to return
with a dumb look on your face
and lies in your mouth
and my best friend in your arms

I don't want people to love me
not when Im out here
I'd rather isolate in my little room

I don't know how we'd make it work
Because the trust and love was fading
Because that trust and love was making

ME GO CRAZY
when you left for hours
and only to return
with a dumb look on your face
and lies in your mouth
and my best friend in your arms

So you settled for second best while I found Love more signigicant.
Less bennificial to my means

ME GO CRAZY
when you left for hours
and only to return
with a dumb look on your face
and lies in your mouth
and my best friend in your arms

Eyes that shine like Topaz and lashes that bat at me
Lip's so hot like lava and the fire inside I see
A body, perfected marble, the grain ohh so fine
The very instant I made her aquaintence she had to be mine

Eyes that shine like Topaz and lashes that b a t at me
Lip's so hot like lava and the fire inside I see
A body, perfected marble, the grain ohh so fine
The very instant I made her aquaintence she had to be mine

People come and people go 
but the special ones always stay
her love could start an earthquake
and shake my foundation away

I know this won't dissociate the bond is far too strong
like a knot pulled taunt and held fast and long
A body, perfected marble, the grain ohh so fine
The very instant I made her aquaintence she had to be mine

People come and people go 
but the special ones always stay
her love could start an earthquake
and shake my foundation away

A dull grey side walk awaits me
as I trudge out of my dwelling
because it is not here for me
my one true weekness......

Or so people have told me with thier mindless dribble
They know whats best for me what I really need
But what do I really need and who are they to say
Dont give a blind man directions just take him where he wants to go

A dull grey side walk awaits me
as I trudge out of my dwelling
because it is not here for me
my one true weekness......

I had nothing at all for 8 whole hours
that was all I could stand. Why force myself
this pain when she was the one at failed
for what ever her reasons, she snipped the healthy daisy at the root

But at this point now I still want but its something else
its someone else that fills my heart, its that 
special person that i hold tight and It feels right
It feels right to be without you.

I'm still not all alone, just like everyone said
But this is whats best for me. Its my heart
It was blackened and abandoned
But now its home

A dull grey side walk awaits me
as I trudge out on foot of my dwelling
because it is not here for me
my one true weekness